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I can’t believe it’s almost been a year since I posted here. I have been designing websites for over 20 years, and blogging for almost as long (although it wasn’t called blogging back then, and I just had an online journal I typed into a template I had made and create a new HTML file for each entry), and every time I start a new project, something prevents me from maintaining it. In this case, it was changing jobs. (Which, admittedly, has led me to my current job, which I absolutely love and am beyond grateful to have. Knock on wood, break a wishbone, chew a four leaf clover?)

This past year has been incredibly, wonderfully busy. My primary job takes up most of my job, I have a small acting job (so to speak) on the side, and the rest of my time is spent with friends, family, on adventures, binge watching TV, and trying to get my ideas down on paper and actually done.

I will write more about some of these, but here are a few things I’ve done this past year:

  1. Bought a new car. Finally. The old one finally gave out, and I bought a brand new, mint-colored Chevy Spark.
  2. Set a goal not to date for a year in order to work on myself. I’ll write an entry about this later, but I decided last year not to date or join any dating websites the entire time I was 34. I did it, and I’m at such a better place mentally now.
  3. Dyed my hair pink. Then pink and purple. It was something I had wanted to do again since I was 16, and I finally have a job where I can.
  4. Flew on a plane. Those of you who know me know that I have a terrible fear of flying and hadn’t flown since 2009. I went on a work trip, had massive panic attacks while clinging to my coworker, and am so glad I did it. And am excited to fly again!
  5. Saw my favorite band for the first time in ten years. Out of town. By myself. As someone with anxiety, it was a big deal, but seeing Alkaline Trio again was so totally worth it!
  6. Started drawing and painting again. I used to love to create art as a teenager, but gave it up over the years, mostly due to depression. A few months ago, I had to desire to draw one night, so I bought a bunch of art supplies, and now I try to draw or paint every night. It’s been incredibly cathartic.

So here’s the part where I tell you I will try to start posting again, and who knows? Maybe it will happen!


Leigh Ann is now my official photographer because she tells me how to pose and what to do with my face.


Me and my sister from another mister Leigh Ann, and my BFF For Life Megan and I. (My sister Lauren took these, but I didn’t get a chance to take a pic with her!)


#boobs

Dress: Posh Pickin’s A-Line Dress from Modcloth | Shoes: Modcloth (old — similar pair here)


And all the stars looked just like little fish…


ISO someone to take my outfit photos and tell me what to do with my face…


(Sorry these pics got so washed out! But look at that lace!)

Shirt: Brixton Ivy via Stitch Fix | Skirt: LuLaRoe (style Madison) | Necklace: Wish (it’s $1, y’all!)
Lipstick: Kat Von D Everlasting Liquid Lipstick in Berlin

    • Today was pretty awesome. ❤️ @buzzcocked •••
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    • I don’t have super any recent pics, so here’s a drunken selfie of me from a few weeks ago to go along with this absolutely irrelevant chain of text. I’ve also turned off comments because I don’t want pity or sympathy or advice. I just want to purge my feelings. I haven’t posted much in awhile because I’m not happy. I haven’t liked myself in awhile, and January and February have never been good months for me. I’ve been really self-critical and sad and isolating myself from the world when I’m not working. I know logically that this depressive period will end, but that doesn’t mean it hurts less or doesn’t feel unending. I’ll probably feel ashamed by tomorrow and delete this post, but don’t forget your “gone” friends. They may be hiding from the gray skies right now, but they will bloom again when the sun returns.
    • Work party last night! And snow! ❤️❄️ I hate that I didn’t pics of everyone.
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    • Channeling Wednesday Addams and, yes, I cleaned my mirror after taking these.
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    • 2009 vs now. Me then: “I won’t be happy until I’m skinny!” Naw, girl, you won’t be happy until you quit accepting shitty behavior in relationships, get your meds straight, go to therapy, and focus on yourself. I may have gained weight and gone through some real shit, but things are so much better now.
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    • 2018 was my “get shit done” year. I’ve focused on my career, my home, and doing things I’ve needed to do for years. I’ve gone back to therapy, took a year off from dating, and have tried to stay on top of my health, both mentally and physically. I hope that 2019 will continue in this vein, and be the year I worked towards finding my own happiness. I finally feel like I deserve that.
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    • Meowy Christmas!! 🎄🐱
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    • Top 9. Thanks for all the likes, comments, and generally putting up with my nonsense.
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    • Festive af last night. Second picture was, uh, several drinks in at a Christmas party.
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    • My coworker said I looked like a rich bitch after I put on my coat, but my outfit is totally Target except for my boots. But if you pronounce it “Tar-jay,” we can pretend I paid hundreds of dollars for this look.
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    • My first Christmas in my apartment (2016) vs this year. Still don’t think I have enough decorations though.
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    • Possibly professional.
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