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I’m pretty sure that starting over can be one of the best things for your soul and your outlook, even if it’s just starting a new blog. I wanted a fresh start to be authentic to myself, to write about the things that are important to me and pertinent to my life.

I went through a brief depressive episode early this year. I usually hit a down spot in the winter every year, but this one felt different. The sadness was deeper somehow. A lot had to do with being unhappy with my situation and distressed about the state of the world (and I wasn’t alone), and I began to emotionally beat myself up on a fairly constant basis. I wasn’t thin enough or successful enough or wealthy enough or loved enough or emotionally stable enough… And so on. Every disappointment, every internal question became a doubt about myself, and that snowballed until I overwhelmingly immersed in my depression.

And then I got over it. One break up and a medication adjustment later, I found myself pulling myself up by my bootstraps (for like the thirtieth time in my life) and realizing that this internal voice that kept telling me I wasn’t whatever enough was a total asshole. Not to mention a liar. I’m just fine. The only problem with me — besides a severe chemical imbalance — was that I was listening to this inner asshole that kept trying to sabotage me. It’s not that that voice isn’t still there — I’ve just learned to shut her up.

I’m planning to write about all of that more on this blog, as well as my journey with body positivity. Not to mention my usual outfit posts, makeup hauls, home decor endeavors, etc. I might even get political. Oh, and one of the things I’ve started doing again is graphic and web design, so probably that, too! (If you’re viewing the desktop version of this site, I hand-coded this entire thing, and I’m pretty damn proud, to be honest.)

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    • Festive af last night. Second picture was, uh, several drinks in at a Christmas party.
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    • My coworker said I looked like a rich bitch after I put on my coat, but my outfit is totally Target except for my boots. But if you pronounce it “Tar-jay,” we can pretend I paid hundreds of dollars for this look.
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    • My first Christmas in my apartment (2016) vs this year. Still don’t think I have enough decorations though.
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    • Possibly professional.
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    • Yeah, it happened. 🤷🏻‍♀️ My apartment is festive AF.
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    • These past two, three months have been a journey for me. I try to be honest about my struggles with mental illness, but I have gone through some things lately that I felt were going to break me. I feel like I have finally come out of the other side, and I feel stronger than I have in many years. Guys, don’t be afraid to ask for help if you are struggling. There is no reason to waste your time on Earth hurting. You deserve to be happy.
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    • I promise I’ll post some actual content soon. Life has been insane the past couple months. In the mean time, here is a picture of @buzzcocked and I from the Memphis Flyer. I promise we were not drunk (yet).
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    • Waiting to put up most of my Christmas decorations, but started on this little village.
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    • Making meatloaf, drinking pumpkin beer, and getting ready to watch a spooky movie. It’s the most wonderful time of the year! 🎃👻💀🍁🍂
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    • Put a combination of @joico ruby red and amethyst over my faded amethyst, and I kind of love the results! It’s red-violet, burgundy, bright conglomeration of color. (Also, I bought these glasses thinking they were very Jackie O, but I feel more Willy Wonka in them. 🤷🏻‍♀️)
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    • Okay, so clearly I need to clean my mirror/room/life, and I’m hiding my face because makeup didn’t happen today, but I ended up accidentally wearing the cutest outfit today because I ran out of black clothes except this dress, and I ran into Target and bought sparkly leggings and booties and, whoops, cute outfit. I’ll get a better pic of the leggings and booties tomorrow.
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    • I’m tired of the purple, but I’m not really sure what color to do next. Part of me wants to go back to brunette, but I know I’ll get bored. 😂
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