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Oh, hi, guys.

It’s been a minute since I posted, and I’ll go into why another day, but I wanted to share my cute living room that I’ve decorated for autumn & Halloween a bit! It’s still a work in progress, but it’ll give you an idea of my style.

Sorry for the not-so-stellar photo quality, but I don’t have an overhead light in my living room, which makes it hard to photograph!


Featured: “The Lady Never Liked Having Her Portrait Painted”: Janet Hill Studio | “Lost at Sea”: Wendy Ortiz | “Fawn”: Amy Hamilton | Cat pillow | Geometric throw pillow | Emily futon | Acorn garland


I got the awesome skull candle at Target. It “bleeds” when you light it, but I think I’m going to keep it unlit.


I got this side table from my friend April, and it needs a new coat of paint, but I haven’t decided what color to paint it yet. The kitty statue and its twin are vintage and were given to me by my aunt.


I’ll take a better picture of this bookcase soon. It’s just a cheap one from Target, but I spray painted the backing hot pink so it pops.


This chair and its twin were my grandparents’, and I grew up thinking they were the most comfortable chairs ever. (I still do, to be honest!) The skull plate is from Home Goods (last year), and the stool was a Craigslist find. It opens up for storage. (Also, I’m kicking myself for not centering the plate for the picture, but I’m too lazy to take a new photo.)


Wreath on my door that I got from Target (are you sensing a pattern?) several years ago. My door opens to the kitchen, and you can kind of see the living room through the arched doorway.


A little arrangement on my screened porch.

I hope you enjoyed my mini-tour, and I will take more pictures soon!


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Please note: This post talks about mental illness, specifically depression and anxiety, as well as loss and grief. If any of these make you uncomfortable, feel free to skip over this!

June was the seventh year anniversary of my mother’s death. It hardly seems like it’s been that long. My mother was such an alive, vibrant, radiant person that her no longer being here sometimes seems like an impossibility. It certainly was nothing I would have ever expected or known to brace for. To this day, it still feels like I was punched in the gut.

I began having panic attacks around the anniversary itself. I took myself to the emergency room one morning after having been engulfed in panic for almost twelve hours. I felt certain that I was going to die. My jaw throbbed, my chest ached. But I was okay, and an EKG, stress test, and an appointment with a cardiologist proved that. At least I’m physically okay, although my mind is a mess.

I’ve felt lately that I have to censor myself in order to keep others comfortable. “Don’t talk about being less than perfect, Emily — it bothers other people.” I’ve always been open about my mental illness. While I don’t want it to define me, it is a part of who I am. It has been there since I was ten, and it will be there until I die. I always found comfort in the confessions of those who have similar struggles (Jenny Lawson is my heroine), and after discovering Brené Brown about five years ago, I made the conscious decision to be authentic and (try to) embrace my vulnerability. If I can’t admit to having these emotions, how can I be my authentic self?

So here’s the real, 100%, honest to God, authentic Emily: I have major depressive disorder and it’s usually controlled well with medication but sometimes I feel like crap. I miss my mom every single day and sometimes I cry myself to sleep thinking about her. I have extreme anxiety and worry about a lot of dumb shit, although it’s not as paralyzing as it used to be. I have all the hang-ups everyone else seems to have, but I like who I am and I make myself laugh. I don’t handle stress well. I’m messy and I run late constantly and I screw stuff up, but I have a good heart.

That’s me. Nice to meet you.


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FFs is my semi-weekly post of things I’ve found, I’ve loved, I’ve bought, I’ve wanted to buy… Basically my wish/read/look/love list.


1. Lovely & Lush Velvet Bag 2. Tattoo Junkee Summer Love Lip Color 3. Portrait of a Heart by Christian Schloe 4. Oh Say Can Museum A-Line Dress in Detective

Alyssa Moore: Survivor
[TW: Graphic details of abuse, suicide]
You may have heard about an event that was broadcast on Facebook live that happened in Memphis this past May. What you may not have heard about what the ongoing abuse and terror Alyssa experienced at the hands of her now-deceased ex, how Memphis police dropped the ball repeatedly to keep her safe (MPD has a history of dismissing women and other victims, sadly), and how Alyssa has turned her own pain into power. I don’t know her personally, but my brother Walt does and is very involved in the music scene here. Unfortunately, time and time again, we have to be reminded that mental illness does not excuse abuse, and good behaviors or talent in a person does not mean we should ignore their violence.

A Mid-Century Design Buff Hits the Jackpot Outside Minneapolis, MN

Wall mural for Mindspace Tel-Aviv meeting room

5 spooky DIYs for ghouls who can’t wait for Halloween
Yassss. YASSSSSS. Now that my birthday is over, it is officially Halloween Season (in my head)!


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    • Festive af last night. Second picture was, uh, several drinks in at a Christmas party.
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    • My coworker said I looked like a rich bitch after I put on my coat, but my outfit is totally Target except for my boots. But if you pronounce it “Tar-jay,” we can pretend I paid hundreds of dollars for this look.
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    • My first Christmas in my apartment (2016) vs this year. Still don’t think I have enough decorations though.
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    • Yeah, it happened. 🤷🏻‍♀️ My apartment is festive AF.
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    • These past two, three months have been a journey for me. I try to be honest about my struggles with mental illness, but I have gone through some things lately that I felt were going to break me. I feel like I have finally come out of the other side, and I feel stronger than I have in many years. Guys, don’t be afraid to ask for help if you are struggling. There is no reason to waste your time on Earth hurting. You deserve to be happy.
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    • I promise I’ll post some actual content soon. Life has been insane the past couple months. In the mean time, here is a picture of @buzzcocked and I from the Memphis Flyer. I promise we were not drunk (yet).
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    • Waiting to put up most of my Christmas decorations, but started on this little village.
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    • Making meatloaf, drinking pumpkin beer, and getting ready to watch a spooky movie. It’s the most wonderful time of the year! 🎃👻💀🍁🍂
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    • Put a combination of @joico ruby red and amethyst over my faded amethyst, and I kind of love the results! It’s red-violet, burgundy, bright conglomeration of color. (Also, I bought these glasses thinking they were very Jackie O, but I feel more Willy Wonka in them. 🤷🏻‍♀️)
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    • Okay, so clearly I need to clean my mirror/room/life, and I’m hiding my face because makeup didn’t happen today, but I ended up accidentally wearing the cutest outfit today because I ran out of black clothes except this dress, and I ran into Target and bought sparkly leggings and booties and, whoops, cute outfit. I’ll get a better pic of the leggings and booties tomorrow.
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    • I’m tired of the purple, but I’m not really sure what color to do next. Part of me wants to go back to brunette, but I know I’ll get bored. 😂
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